Plastic & Whores

cant sure ok

Thu, 24 Jan 2008 08:51:05 GMT

OMG
i am goin to be in NY in 10 days!
WTF

I need to:
sell things
get a hair cut
school check
finish 3 dresses
references omg
fuck...
finish dress for art in motion OMG ahh
thread my freaking eyebrows
make stuff to wear!!!!

yay

Mon, 21 Jan 2008 05:29:57 GMT

this is kinda sweet.
Daniel V. Interview on
ev said

Sun, 30 Dec 2007 01:42:07 GMT

what a fucking perfect holiday

seriously though

Sat, 15 Dec 2007 18:40:54 GMT

if you dont eat food you are missing out

this years theme

Fri, 14 Dec 2007 05:51:02 GMT

what a challenging and eye opening year...
my year started off in brooklyn, NY = bad new years kiss
february was life changing
March was dumb good
April was filler
May was filler
June was a mile point
July was a low point
Aug-dec was hard

Dear 2008,
i am ready.
and i hope you are ready for me.

every loss is a tremendous gain.
live in the now with determination for the future.
the past has passed. the future depends on the present.

december

Mon, 03 Dec 2007 04:24:12 GMT

2, 2007

sweet

Sat, 17 Nov 2007 03:41:22 GMT

So my name was just on BET Black Entertainment Television.

...andthat is an accomplishment in its self.
lolol 40zzz

oh wait

Tue, 13 Nov 2007 00:21:30 GMT

hey i dont give a shit

ev said

jk

Fri, 12 Oct 2007 18:23:24 GMT

i am not sad
i am hopeful
and i just cant wait
... so why not
the distractions...oh

awsm

Sat, 22 Sep 2007 20:44:34 GMT

you know what i am really good at?

cutting in.

i am incredible.

bloc party is always the funnest ahhhhhhh

happenings

Tue, 04 Sep 2007 04:21:41 GMT

I want to travel the world.
i want to travel to Africa.

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Thu, 30 Aug 2007 00:34:31 GMT

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karma police

Wed, 22 Aug 2007 01:12:54 GMT

Seriously... i never wish bad things on people.
i hope everyone is happy.
im getting mad anxiety.....
lesson learned.

you've been reported.
i need sleep.
i need wants.
and i dont think i'll ever see you again
and that kind of really sucks.

wish me luck.... im on my way. okay okay.
p.s.
my mom is amazing.
im going to study natural healing.

you should pay rent in my mind

this is for me... dont even bother

Mon, 20 Aug 2007 01:53:40 GMT

So I obviously tend to get too attached to anything... whether its an old band shirt, a written on napkin, or old jeans and sweaters.
or boys.
whatever.
my point is i can never evolve if i keep the same feelings, things, and thoughts stored away. there's no room for change.
i want to change... i change by the second. im fickle. is that bad?
im picky... basically... but wtf does that mean?
someone please tell me what that means?

Houston is an okay city.
Jersey village makes me feel so disconnected from anything. this could possibly be a good thing. We have swings in the backyard... sometimes I'll sit on them and read or just swing so hard.
my only company is of glass, plastic and cable.
i keep it educational. sometimes i wonder why you would want to watch anything else. but i spend late nights watching old school sitcoms... roseanne, fresh prince, home improvement... martin was good too.

i have so many things.. seriously. I'm gathering them all into different piles.
there is the "donate to mexico because this clothes is still pretty dope but im growin up and im sure these young girls in mexico might appreciate it 239923 times more than i do because my mom said some of my cousins wear turtlenecks in tampico, mexico" pile.
and then there is the "holy crap i hope buffalo and leopard will buy this clothes because i am broke and i just want a beer sometimes" pile.

and yes i said holy crap. because ladies dont curse... or so i heard.

i wish i could help myself understand how amazing nyc was. someone told me the other night... "you know ive never been but it looks so dirty. how could it be fun?"
the sidewalks they are a mess...
but new york cares.
actually let me elaborate... i found such satisfaction being in a city and havin no choice but to be independent. i never paid attention to subway maps up until I had one hour to get to my internship interview...get on the l tranfer to the 6 at 14th street.. exit spring.
it took getting lost a lot and at one point i had to get picked up from the myrtle stop in brooklyn.
i cant even begin to say what i actually learned at the internship ( i got it on the spot and immediately started)... I sat in this huge comfy leather chair and had my own mac.
i remember one day when we heard pigeons fighting on the ac... but they werent fighting.. they were just banging each other...
On random days, young models would come in for castings... some of them were bitches and a few others were really sweet.
i always did my best and made sure to observe everything and everyone... and to listen to every single word spoken in that place.

In 3 weeks, I managed to have the owner trust me in this place for over 3 hours a lone left to answer phones and at times review model portfolios.
I was scared shitless to do a lot of these things but I knew this was it... I was in NY interning wtf...
when I had nothing to do... I would grab the swifter, windex and go nuts on that place. the boss was preggerz so she def appreciated it. not to mention she was busy plannin her wedding which was on 7/7/07.
This one day we went to see the daniel pearle movie.. with ingrid (the mens booker at img)... she did all tom fords campaigns and is great friends with him... she calls everyone puppy and had the cutest cat named casper. her whole apartment was white with hard wood floors.
it was niko, li and me and we were kinda late... but we got there.. the movie was good and after ingrid ran into an old friend she worked on a movie with back in the old days. his wife was costume designer for movies... i have her card... maybe i'll email her.

Parties: there was an amazing party to hit up ATLEAST every night...
I attended exactly zero by choice. staying home maxing and relaxing instead.
i decided to attend the fourth of july roof party but plans fell through pretty hard...
i went to The Gym, I received a free month from a guy named adam... he also gave us apples and water bottles. i will definitely be getting a membership there once i live in the city.
sometimes at work i would take breaks and walk around. the office was right by little italy and canal street... I once saw tyra banks, and elijah wood walkin down the sidewalks.
my favorite things to do were sit in union square and just talk and people watch. we also saw a lot of movies.
Linda had a casting with terry richardson... i went with her.. his assistant told me i should do it too... negative bug... part of the casting of course included nudity... till we meet again terry. this was cool too because i have been a terry richardson fan for a minute.
immediately after we went to dumpling house and ate the best tuna sesame pancake that has ever touched my mouth. and the only one too. ( there will be more times )
Another one of my favorite things is the subway... i mean sometimes it pisses you off when youre late and the doors already shut and you dont make it in!
Other times on the way home from work I would accidentally go downtown on the 6th instead of uptown .. so i had to wait 15 minutes to use my metro card again.. .i did this atleast 4 times.
i liked it when i had good company. i liked it when i ran into the most unexpected person... an old crush... my very first ny drunken experience boy... so awkward but somehow i knew that surprise was mere closure. after all, we both had better things to do.
i liked being in the subway and seein cute babies who would kick my purse in cute ways... and i liked seeing families. i liked seeing cultures and diversity.
i'll also not forget the bloody handicap seating.
50 cent singles, gross queso fresco, $1 fresh corn tortillas directly across the street at the tortilla factory... or how every mornin those dudes would whistle at me...

to be continued...

And they say:
Love won't pick
the slanted or the slick
or the lovesick,
and I'm lovesick.

yah maun

Wed, 15 Aug 2007 02:10:39 GMT

Click the picture.

big bugs

Sun, 12 Aug 2007 00:02:03 GMT

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i have absolutely no subject for this one.

Fri, 10 Aug 2007 22:04:56 GMT

have you ever been absolutely sure you would know someone for the rest of your life... simply, because nothing mattered but everything in its moments.
fleeting and fallen.
some people try to grow up too fast.
keep in mind:
don't take things personal.
be impeccable with your word.
always do your best.
don't makee assumptions.

dont be unaware...
everythings not my fault.
everything all the time.

wait, i mean i have no complaints.
i have my family, my health, my ideas and sometimes...
i like to dance with friends.
cooking has become a huge hobby for me.
i love seafood.
i still dont eat meat.
and i know exactly what i want.
life is good.
peace.

hey dirt face

Wed, 18 Apr 2007 22:04:52 GMT

another gin and tonic for your favroite hooker. bloody fucking cool.

note to self:

Sun, 18 Mar 2007 18:52:43 GMT

food!

honestly

Thu, 22 Feb 2007 09:26:53 GMT

i dont even recognize myself.
is being realistic a good thing?
romance is dead.
x-posted in xanga omgzz

ev's come undone

Sun, 18 Feb 2007 01:55:50 GMT

feathurs and furs.
this is routine.
it has become routine for me to say:
"it's gonna be different tomorrow."

luxury of lonliness

Tue, 06 Feb 2007 00:24:55 GMT

blueberry miracles.

i am a recluse

Sun, 04 Feb 2007 22:19:51 GMT

im four steps away from selling all my clothes
and losing all my "friends."
i want to hold the sphere, and not walk the circle.

dont forget to do this

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 22:18:33 GMT

And EV said: i ust made up my mind about something
And EV said: when i get fkn old
And EV said: im gonna chang emy hair color to like a skittle color
And EV said: like patricia fields
And EV said: fuck it right
elitist 82: haha
elitist 82: fuck it..ship has sailed and shit nah mean?
elitist 82: lol
And EV said: help me choose what color
elitist 82: oh you should change it constantly
And EV said: no
And EV said: every decade
And EV said: or what
elitist 82: green
And EV said: no
And EV said: thats tacky
And EV said: imi thinking more liek sea foam... cause thats my color
And EV said: and blues
elitist 82: then do so...
elitist 82: what cut?
And EV said: whatever cut i want

1 magazine cover
1 cd cover
2 movies

*papaya and strawberry

sense in the break down

Mon, 25 Dec 2006 03:47:42 GMT

1. What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before?
i did a lot of new things, too many to list

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i think i kept it.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
my cousin who is pregnant this year again

4. Did anyone close to you die?
weird.

5. What countries did you visit?
all kinds

6. What would you like to have in 2007 that you lacked in 2006?
a true love who will fuck me up so good.

7. What date from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
this year was better than i expected.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
not what i know i could have done.

9. What was your biggest failure?
semester 2 but its okay

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
bleeding, missing boo

11. What was the best thing you bought?
tickets to NYC

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
me

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
mine.
appalled, currently.

14. Where did most of your money go?
clothes and shoes and plane tickets

15. What did you get that really, really, really excited about?
school, shoes, being 21, nynyny

16. What song will always remind you of 2006?
funeral, london bridge, my love, hold on, crazy

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? more confused.
ii. thinner or fatter? thinner
iii. richer or poorer? richer in a sense

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
game

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
love

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
i am now.

21. What was the most embarrassing thing that happened to you in 2006?
stay high

22. Did you fall in love in 2006?
long enough to fall out.

23. How many one-night stands?
5

24. What was your favorite TV program?
ost, 24, roseanne, seinfeld, sex and the city,nick at nite

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
always love

26. What was the best book you read?
yes

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
couldnt say

28. What did you want and get?
a boy i liked forever

29. What did you want and not get?
a boy i liked forever for no reason that makes sense

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
idlewild and idk what else

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
21, had sushi, staying fat, cake, hotel, neils, home

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
ideas

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006?
on point,always ahead, risky in a sense....sandy gear lol

34. What kept you sane?
shopping, sweet tooth, coffee, jack daniels, and pseudo love.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
olsens, rachel bilson, hohan

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
uninterested

37. Who did you miss?
it doesnt matter

38. Who was the best new person you met?
im going to have to say dustin, balicanta,

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2006.
-game
-worth
-earn

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year right this very minute.

...that's the way we get by...