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[24 Jan 2008|02:48am] |
OMG
i am goin to be in NY in 10 days!
WTF
I need to:
sell things
get a hair cut
school check
finish 3 dresses
references omg
fuck...
finish dress for art in motion OMG ahh
thread my freaking eyebrows
make stuff to wear!!!!
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[20 Jan 2008|11:28pm] |
this is kinda sweet.
Daniel V. Interview on
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[29 Dec 2007|07:41pm] |
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what a fucking perfect holiday
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[13 Dec 2007|01:49pm] |
what a challenging and eye opening year...
my year started off in brooklyn, NY = bad new years kiss
february was life changing
March was dumb good
April was filler
May was filler
June was a mile point
July was a low point
Aug-dec was hard
Dear 2008,
i am ready.
and i hope you are ready for me.
every loss is a tremendous gain.
live in the now with determination for the future.
the past has passed. the future depends on the present.
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[02 Dec 2007|10:23pm] |
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2, 2007
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[16 Nov 2007|09:40pm] |
So my name was just on BET Black Entertainment Television.
...andthat is an accomplishment in its self.
lolol 40zzz
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[12 Oct 2007|01:22pm] |
i am not sad
i am hopeful
and i just cant wait
... so why not
the distractions...oh
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[22 Sep 2007|03:42pm] |
you know what i am really good at?
cutting in.
i am incredible.
bloc party is always the funnest ahhhhhhh
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[03 Sep 2007|11:20pm] |
I want to travel the world.
i want to travel to Africa.
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[29 Aug 2007|07:04pm] |
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[21 Aug 2007|08:08pm] |
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Seriously... i never wish bad things on people.
i hope everyone is happy.
im getting mad anxiety.....
lesson learned.
you've been reported.
i need sleep.
i need wants.
and i dont think i'll ever see you again
and that kind of really sucks.
wish me luck.... im on my way. okay okay.
p.s.
my mom is amazing.
im going to study natural healing.
you should pay rent in my mind
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| this is for me... dont even bother |
[19 Aug 2007|08:09pm] |
So I obviously tend to get too attached to anything... whether its an old band shirt, a written on napkin, or old jeans and sweaters.
or boys.
whatever.
my point is i can never evolve if i keep the same feelings, things, and thoughts stored away. there's no room for change.
i want to change... i change by the second. im fickle. is that bad?
im picky... basically... but wtf does that mean?
someone please tell me what that means?
Houston is an okay city.
Jersey village makes me feel so disconnected from anything. this could possibly be a good thing. We have swings in the backyard... sometimes I'll sit on them and read or just swing so hard.
my only company is of glass, plastic and cable.
i keep it educational. sometimes i wonder why you would want to watch anything else. but i spend late nights watching old school sitcoms... roseanne, fresh prince, home improvement... martin was good too.
i have so many things.. seriously. I'm gathering them all into different piles.
there is the "donate to mexico because this clothes is still pretty dope but im growin up and im sure these young girls in mexico might appreciate it 239923 times more than i do because my mom said some of my cousins wear turtlenecks in tampico, mexico" pile.
and then there is the "holy crap i hope buffalo and leopard will buy this clothes because i am broke and i just want a beer sometimes" pile.
and yes i said holy crap. because ladies dont curse... or so i heard.
i wish i could help myself understand how amazing nyc was. someone told me the other night... "you know ive never been but it looks so dirty. how could it be fun?"
the sidewalks they are a mess...
but new york cares.
actually let me elaborate... i found such satisfaction being in a city and havin no choice but to be independent. i never paid attention to subway maps up until I had one hour to get to my internship interview...get on the l tranfer to the 6 at 14th street.. exit spring.
it took getting lost a lot and at one point i had to get picked up from the myrtle stop in brooklyn.
i cant even begin to say what i actually learned at the internship ( i got it on the spot and immediately started)... I sat in this huge comfy leather chair and had my own mac.
i remember one day when we heard pigeons fighting on the ac... but they werent fighting.. they were just banging each other...
On random days, young models would come in for castings... some of them were bitches and a few others were really sweet.
i always did my best and made sure to observe everything and everyone... and to listen to every single word spoken in that place.
In 3 weeks, I managed to have the owner trust me in this place for over 3 hours a lone left to answer phones and at times review model portfolios.
I was scared shitless to do a lot of these things but I knew this was it... I was in NY interning wtf...
when I had nothing to do... I would grab the swifter, windex and go nuts on that place. the boss was preggerz so she def appreciated it. not to mention she was busy plannin her wedding which was on 7/7/07.
This one day we went to see the daniel pearle movie.. with ingrid (the mens booker at img)... she did all tom fords campaigns and is great friends with him... she calls everyone puppy and had the cutest cat named casper. her whole apartment was white with hard wood floors.
it was niko, li and me and we were kinda late... but we got there.. the movie was good and after ingrid ran into an old friend she worked on a movie with back in the old days. his wife was costume designer for movies... i have her card... maybe i'll email her.
Parties: there was an amazing party to hit up ATLEAST every night...
I attended exactly zero by choice. staying home maxing and relaxing instead.
i decided to attend the fourth of july roof party but plans fell through pretty hard...
i went to The Gym, I received a free month from a guy named adam... he also gave us apples and water bottles. i will definitely be getting a membership there once i live in the city.
sometimes at work i would take breaks and walk around. the office was right by little italy and canal street... I once saw tyra banks, and elijah wood walkin down the sidewalks.
my favorite things to do were sit in union square and just talk and people watch. we also saw a lot of movies.
Linda had a casting with terry richardson... i went with her.. his assistant told me i should do it too... negative bug... part of the casting of course included nudity... till we meet again terry. this was cool too because i have been a terry richardson fan for a minute.
immediately after we went to dumpling house and ate the best tuna sesame pancake that has ever touched my mouth. and the only one too. ( there will be more times )
Another one of my favorite things is the subway... i mean sometimes it pisses you off when youre late and the doors already shut and you dont make it in!
Other times on the way home from work I would accidentally go downtown on the 6th instead of uptown .. so i had to wait 15 minutes to use my metro card again.. .i did this atleast 4 times.
i liked it when i had good company. i liked it when i ran into the most unexpected person... an old crush... my very first ny drunken experience boy... so awkward but somehow i knew that surprise was mere closure. after all, we both had better things to do.
i liked being in the subway and seein cute babies who would kick my purse in cute ways... and i liked seeing families. i liked seeing cultures and diversity.
i'll also not forget the bloody handicap seating.
50 cent singles, gross queso fresco, $1 fresh corn tortillas directly across the street at the tortilla factory... or how every mornin those dudes would whistle at me...
to be continued...
And they say:
Love won't pick
the slanted or the slick
or the lovesick,
and I'm lovesick.
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| yah maun |
[14 Aug 2007|09:10pm] |
Click the picture.
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[11 Aug 2007|07:00pm] |
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| i have absolutely no subject for this one. |
[10 Aug 2007|04:53pm] |
have you ever been absolutely sure you would know someone for the rest of your life... simply, because nothing mattered but everything in its moments.
fleeting and fallen.
some people try to grow up too fast.
keep in mind:
don't take things personal.
be impeccable with your word.
always do your best.
don't makee assumptions.
dont be unaware...
everythings not my fault.
everything all the time.
wait, i mean i have no complaints.
i have my family, my health, my ideas and sometimes...
i like to dance with friends.
cooking has become a huge hobby for me.
i love seafood.
i still dont eat meat.
and i know exactly what i want.
life is good.
peace.
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| hey dirt face |
[18 Apr 2007|05:03pm] |
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another gin and tonic for your favroite hooker. bloody fucking cool.
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